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--from "give a boy a gun" [05 Nov 2005|06:20pm]
To the good people of Middletown:
I hope this gets printed in big, bold letters on the front page of the newspaper, because it's something every single one of you should read. I'm gone now, and you want to know why I took your kids with me?
Here's why. You made my friggin' life miserable. How? By the way you raised your kids to all want to be the same and to hate anyone who dares to be a little different. Oh, no, you're probably thinking, you didn't do that.
You sure did. I've seen you in your cars staring at me and my friends. Look at those creeps. Look at their clothes and the music they listen to. Why can't they go out for sports or at least root for our team?
Know what? Not everybody has to do what you A-holes want them to do. Maybe your kids did, but me and my friends chose not to. And you and your kids couldn't deal with that. And so you had to do what stupid, ignorant people always do when they don't understnad- you had to attack and torment us.
And you teachers. I thought you taught us that America is supposed to be different without the status quo police smashing us over the head and ridiculing us. But that's all you teachers did to me and my friends. Just like everyone else, you tried to make us conform to your narrow-minded expectations of how we were supposed to dress and act.
Well, screw you. Screw all of you. I hope this letter is like a knife in your hearts. You ruined my life. All I've done is pay you back in kind.
Respectfull yours,
Brendan Lawlor

--Give a Boy a Gun
^good book.
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It has been a very long time.. [30 Oct 2005|11:24pm]
[ mood | curious ]

Since I updated this thing. Gee wiz. Well I'm back to school. Not very exciting at all, actually quite boring. Since silly Emily went and got held back I only have lunch with her and no classes with Arianne and one with Nick. But I have a few with sarah and katie and Jessika so its cool. I now remember why I never update.. I never have anything to update about..

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[18 Sep 2005|10:20am]
i'll update soon. i dont have time right now.
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warped tour. [25 Jul 2005|02:56pm]

Oh my gosh.. Warped Tour was so amazing. They're were so many great bands, and amazingly hot guys! And we got like tons of free stuff it was great! We saw The Starting Line, Fall Out Boy, My Chemical Romance, Matchbook Romance, Avenged Sevenfold, and so many others it was amazing! We're going again next year and it will be great! Like 9 hot guys crowd surfed over me and Emily so we grabbed their butts while we were pushing them up. Haha I loved it! Yeah.. anyway

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[17 Jul 2005|12:46am]
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I need a job! [12 Jul 2005|09:47pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Me and Emily are freaking going to warped tour next thursday and we will have fun! Lol and we are going to pierce her ear again and get an industrial bar. It will be cool. I'm gonna get my lip pierced. When? I don't know. Why? I don't know! HAH! Wow I'm tired and its only 9:50. We were in Cleveland all day it was fun. I didn't go to sleep yesterday until like 4:00. I want to go to BOrders we've been supposed to go all week. Haha we've gone there like 8 times this summer. I love it there. I need a book I have no book to read and the one I have is too short. It's only like 190 pages and I'll read that in like a day. Well I'll read my other book thats like 500 something pages and it will take me like 4 days. Okay yeah I'm done now. My birthday is in like 3 months and 15 days. Heck Yes.

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BUPA [10 Jul 2005|04:45pm]
wow I havent updated in awhile and I have time right now so I will. Well my summer hasnt been very exciting really, just been hanging out with Emily and Nick a little. It's been okay, better than last summer. Except this summer I have to work at carnivals and I worked at the Fairport Mardi Gras which was fun except I got a bad sun burn which sucked. But i saw this kid, and he was amazing. And me and Emily got lemonade like 7 times a day because Ryan the lemonade boy was amazing, and so was sally she was cool. I think next week or the week after I have the lake county fair and then after that for a week it is immediately the cuyahoga county fair and then at the very end of the month we have a convention in columbus. It's crazy. We shared a tent at mardi gras with this guy frank and his wife and he knew this kid andrew who helped him out and he was really hot. haha everyone there was hot. Anyway yeah.. I'll update again sometime soon.
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[18 Jun 2005|07:59pm]
soon i shall update
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[07 Jun 2005|08:57pm]
update soon
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[16 May 2005|03:12pm]

do it!
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[09 May 2005|09:14pm]
Well I havent actually updated in awhole so I will now.. Umm Emma is back in D.H. Because she skipped a detention.. i think that is a very stupid reason but I'm kind of glad shes gone. I like it better when she isnt here. Emily and I are sort of friends I guess now yeah. She was here on Saturday and we pierced her nose! Well she pierced it I recorded it with my camera heh. And I recorded the quirrel chasing me. I'm getting my lip pierced in June or July I decided. Maybe. I was talking to Lisa today and she said she's probably going to D.H. again cause stuff and hey, maybe she'll see Emma. School has gotten really boring. Not that it was ever exciting, but now it's horrible. I almost fell asleep in Math and America Studies today. But maybe I was just tired. But I think I was just bored. Today has been crazy.. I came home talked to anaran on the phone for awhile, and went to sleep, woke up around 6:30 and started cleaning out the garage, and then some bad stuff happened cross the street and now I'm writing this. I'm so bored right now. And I'm watching Everwood. Woohoo! Not.. Home Ec. is driving me crazy. COMPLETELY INSANE! Mrs. Bednar makes me angry sometimes. She yells to much. Okay, bye.
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[26 Apr 2005|07:11pm]
I finished my book. It had a happy ending, but more sad.
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[21 Apr 2005|09:37pm]
So I'm bored. ANd I have nothing to do. Because its 9:30. Arianne went to Indiana today. Lucky duck gets to be gone until like wednesday or something. SO I'm reading this book that my english teacher was reading to us in english about this alcoholic drug addict guys thats like 23, and dave was looking in my purse and hes like is this the book from english and i was like yeah and hes like i want to read it and so devan. And hes like can devan borrow it and i was like maybe and he told devan he could when iw as done. I said maybe. Geez.. not like I would have said no anyway.

So Friday I have nothing to do except I have to get sarah a birthday present because her birthday is saturday so shes having her b-day party at teen dance and im going. And then shes having a sleepover after and me, tara, katie barnard, sam troy, jessica vazach, erica zalecky, jessica kocab, and kelly pecjack are sleeping over. I don't think it will be very fun, so I told her I might not go. But I am because I don't want to be mean. Maybe it will be fun, and if not oh well. I don't know what to get her. Oh well.

This is longer than I expected.
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[13 Apr 2005|10:27pm]
well i know that everyday is like a new beginning again
but its not like friends just come and go do you understand

theses situations make me find accusations easy
is life enough to say you dont need me

im sorry i cant help youve got to pick yourself up
and i promise i will stay youve got to pick yourself up

and i know that everyday you wake up feeling less than worthless
but its not like you ever let it show do you understand

theses situations make me find accusations easy
is life enough to say you dont need me

im sorry i cant help youve got to pick yourself up
and i promise i will stay youve got to pick yourself up

every single word that leaves you
falls onto the floor beneath you
killing me youre killing me
its not the way its supposed to be

im sorry i cant help youve got to pick yourself up
and i promise i will stay youve got to pick yourself up
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[13 Apr 2005|10:00pm]
Trevor says we've lost touch. Very depressing. He was the coolest kid in the world. Today isnt a good friend week. One chooses drugs over you and one just doesnt like you anymore. Oh well.. all my friend seem to go away in the end. Some move away (well most) and others just lose interest in me I guess. Darn hippies?
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[13 Apr 2005|08:35pm]
real friends will pick drugs over you. no one is a better friend than emily!
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[07 Apr 2005|08:21pm]


Lovely beginning, eh? Oh my gosh she makes me so freaking mad. She lies way to much all the time. She told me she didn't get high on Sunday, and then she said she did. AND then like 5 minutes later again she said she didn't. And she said she didn't with maggie when she did. Another lie. Oh well, I don't care anymore I'm not gonna be her friends anymore. Shes lied to me about a bazillion times about drugs. And she tells on Emma for doing stuff and calls Emma a bitch when Emma says something about her. Freaking hypocrites. All of them.

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I hope you can save me. [03 Apr 2005|04:04pm]
[ mood | bored ]

I decided I need to start writing in here regularly, again. Because I don't like not updating. It's weird. So today is my last day of spring break. It sucks. I didn't go to sleep last night until 6:45 in the morning or maybe 7 something. How am I gonnaw ake up tomorrow? And so I can wake up at 5:00 on Tuesday cause I have to be at school by 6:15 i set 3 alarms on my cell phone, my regular alarm clock, the one on my phone, and another alarm clock. Thats crazy, and I bet I will still wake up late anyway. Er. I have to work on my stupid French project. BORING! Arianne is my partner which is cool. I thinki we're getting together tomorrow to work on it at her house. Because its due on wednesday and we cant work on it on tuesday because we don't be home. Even though we can work on it on the like 4 hour bus ride if we wanted to. But I don't think that will work. So anyway my Spring break was pretty boring. I have a feeling this summer will be very boring. It's only a little over two months for break this year. Thats fricken crazy. Well yeah I'm gonna update in a little bit again probly after i do some french junk. Spanish was much easier. Of course, I didnt miss the first few days of Spanish like I did with French. Oh well.

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[29 Mar 2005|01:40am]
vote for gas can pickup please!!
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